Depression (mood)

I've been a depressive since I was a kid. At this point I don't think of it as a distinct thing from my own sense of self. I am a depressed person. But at a certain point as an adult or after doing other things for a while, it fades into the background. A sort of noise in the anterior of your skull. Sometimes you have a funk, your habits break down, and you drink a lot despite saying you won't do that anymore. But life goes on. As with everything else, I'm grateful for every hardship in my life, all the damage to my soul for it has hardened my heart and made me a stronger man.

It's not your fault

Saved me from being someone else twice. Almost killed me once. If you cut me down often enough, you will always find it somewhere among the pieces. It's home in a way.

get to stay in bed but too much

Not lower because the best music comes from it

this thing almost killed me!

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not great but i like the media about it

Responsible for some of the best art to exist. Not very fun to experience.

god had to nerf me with this because he knew i'd be too powerful if i was happy

Definitely transformative in some sense?

Absolutely awful completely ruined my life but it also made me a much interesting and much more introspective person I have a love-hate (mostly hate) relationship with my mind

Makes me wanna kill myself

Worst thing ever. You can’t even try to make your suffering into art because being depressed doesn’t allow you to do ANYTHING!! Unless ur franz kafka I guess

sucks pretty bad. one star because it does make you seem cool and edgy

I'd really rather not, if you don't mind

been there, brother. I go there all the time

some bullshit

Happens. Seems to be a byproduct of existence in some cases

lets all die

not fun to experience but it’s fun to read about

depression suck. why am i still having it

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booooooo 🍅 🍅 🍅

moood

why should i begrudge it, since during the hours when my soul crushed the depths of my heart, it was seated there beside me?