vomit

euphoric, rushing

My favorite genre / subgenre ever tbh. feels so euphoric especially when im tweaked or speed balling. i love listening to witch house for hours while mixing dxm & adderall or just staying up for days smoking meth. truly the best feeling in the world. i love especially when they are played at parties, raves, or private events & im all tweaked up. best feeling ever, makes me just wanna dance for hours.

comforting; will catch u at times where u didn't know u needed it most, and you will thank yourself when it happens. i'm weird about these feelings, i love the feeling of being out of my body, the derealization, the paranoia.. i enjoy it sometimes, and i don't know why.. but, i do know one thing; dissociation will be there for u wen you're at your lowest.

truly the best worst feeling.. i have the weirdest sense of depression.. i feel it in the situations u wouldnt expect, like; every time i fall in love i get depressed the first 2-4 weeks, or being around certain people. especially their energy, it drives me wild and makes me a wreck.. but, i cant say i dont love it, because i do.. in such a weird way its comforting to the point i only feel like me when im depressed?? but when im depressed i would not admit that, but i just do... idk, im weird ok?

literally me, just me.. quite literally, best movie 2 ever touch the category of any movie

same with meth, 2nd best thing 2 ever come close to me in this wrld.. wouldnt function without either.. my babies essentially fr… my wrld revolves round meth n addies

best thing 2 ever happen 2 me except being taken advantage of. love it more and more everyday of my life.