rachelamber

i miss it

i did theatre for like a couple days in middle school LOL and i had to sing on the stage which i was willingly happy to do even tho i don’t even know how to sing… T _ T i wish i did theatre for highschool tho.. who knows ??.. maybe college/university!! ?? i Like dancing and also acting Seems fun

The owls are not what they seem…

DREAM GIRL ^ _ ^

i had these a lot in school as a little girl and i STILL get them :( it makes me feel like max caulfield or something but also oh my god i hope nobody thinks i’m snorting coke or some shit

I want U like Zoloft Wanna be like So inside

never EVER trust anyone who kins punpun

so i had this dream and yk how dreams always have multiple parts to them? and even when they don’t, everything somehow ends up merging together!! well, the first part was basically some sort of death game, almost like a battle royale or something straight out of alice in borderland... i figured out that these two guys were the murderers behind everything and i was trying to warn everybody about them… obviously that didn’t exactly work out in my favor bcz by the end of it.. they realized we knew who they were and started chasing us and trying to kill us. the whole point of the game was apparently for us to never figure out who the perpetrators were but ofc, i did…. there was A LOT of running involved too. it almost reminded me of temple run bcz there were all these tunnels and different pathways and i was constantly trying to figure out where the hell i was supposed to go. i remember trying to hide from one of the guys bcz he was specifically after me but at the same time, i was also trying to find a way to escape and somehow, his leg was already severely injured, which obviously weakened his ability to chase after me and survive. eventually, i managed to kill him before he could kill me, except even when i thought he was dead, he just kept coming back to life. i was literally likeeee what the heck bro? just stay dead. it was ridiculous.. then one of my teammates showed up to help me bcz we still had to deal with the other guy and that was an entire struggle in itself. i was so confused because why were these men so difficult to kill?? anyway, we eventually managed to defeat them and won the whole thing!!! YAAAAAY!! THEN somehow i ended up having another dream where i was taking some sort of art class. we were working on an assignment involving diagrams and the classroom felt really hot and humid... i don’t even know how to explain that part. anywayyyyy there were these boys in my class who were being incredibly disrespectful. they wouldn’t listen to me, they kept trying to humiliate me and generally just seemed incapable of respecting my boundaries… i had a bunch of things in my pocket and they kept taking them out and messing around with my belongings despite me telling them to stop >:( i kept telling them that they needed to put everything back before class ended bcz if anything got lost or misplaced, there would be serious consequences for me. i remember specifically telling them that they needed to take it srsly bcz this was going to cause problems for them if they didn’t return everything. one of the boys stole my tarot cards and he was particularly annoying abt it.. the funny thing is even tho i was genuinely getting more and more upset, i kept disguising it by acting like i found the whole situation amusing HHHHHH i was almost being a little flirty w him too for whatever reason???? (im a lesbian) idkkk.. internally, tho i was FUMING

leave me alone!!!!!!!

#me

everything feels torturous as a pisces moon ,,

“Who cares if the stars are dead? As long as we can still see them, that means they’re real to us.”

WHY DOES THIS NOT HAVE A PHOTO ICON >:(