when i was a teenager, i found my mom's yelling so annoying but growing up and entering adulthood, i've come to tolerate and understand it. seeing people be born and buried without any warning, i deeply know and understand there will be days when i might miss her yelling, since i'm aware nothing lasts forever. i can't imagine a world without it. it feels like a piano without keys, a song without a melody. i wish everything had been different during her childhood so she didn't grow up as a wounded daughter. if i were born again, i might ask to be my mom's best friend instead: someone who's there for her without expecting her to always be at her best, who understands the reasons behind her anger, and a friend who accompanies her when she's playing alone near the river without her even having to ask. i love you so much, mom. i hope i can grow into the daughter you've always wanted. i hope you can live a long life, so when the world feels like at the end, i always know where i'll land: in your warm hug. so, please live longer. :_)
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Sometimes moms be annoying as fuck no need to romanticize it😭😭
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