lovebug

is a mangosteen always in its rebellious era since it's always a teen? so what is a teen mango called then?

my favorite bao filling

sometimes i feel like an admin operator doing their job printing files while chewing bubble gum, always in a bad mood and i totally get them

feeling blobby these days

sometimes my mood based on how the sky looks like

every time bell rings an angel gets its wings

wind blowing against skin means someone far away is sending a kiss and a hug to the one on their mind // the wind is one of the forms of an endearing prayer // "i wish the kind, gentle, breezy wind blowing against your skin gives you the peace that you need // i want to ask the wind about the countries they have visited and their next destination :_)

i miss the old version of you, dad.

when i was a teenager, i found my mom's yelling so annoying but growing up and entering adulthood, i've come to tolerate and understand it. seeing people be born and buried without any warning, i deeply know and understand there will be days when i might miss her yelling, since i'm aware nothing lasts forever. i can't imagine a world without it. it feels like a piano without keys, a song without a melody. ​i wish everything had been different during her childhood so she didn't grow up as a wounded daughter. if i were born again, i might ask to be my mom's best friend instead: someone who's there for her without expecting her to always be at her best, who understands the reasons behind her anger, and a friend who accompanies her when she's playing alone near the river without her even having to ask. ​i love you so much, mom. i hope i can grow into the daughter you've always wanted. i hope you can live a long life, so when the world feels like at the end, i always know where i'll land: in your warm hug. so, please live longer. :_)

in afterlife i would ask for more cheesecake

turns out 24 hours a day isn't enough

i love the time when i sat on the stones near the waterfall and felt the gentle splash of water rebounding off the stones onto my face

i always love my time at the beach, but there is an event that i cannot forget for the rest of my life is when i went to the beach with my extended family along with my cousins. the beach was so quiet and we sat on the sand near the water. then it rained and we saw in front of us how divided the sky was and we saw a rainbow in front of our eyes, very very veeeery close. it was so magical. i wish i could turn back time.

the wounded eight stars finally collided with each other, creating a universe that feels like home to one another to bring their dreams and unfinished tasks to reality and i wish them nothing but love and happiness

love starts with l and so does his name

sun always finds its way and so do you

give me anything in maroon and i would definitely be over the moon

i remember vividly when i first noticed this thing existed when i went with my parents to our relatives' and my heart was so full looking at the pylon following us

i sometimes wonder how the rabbit inside is doing

i look at the stars wondering who's looking at the same stars with me right at the same time

there's a sense of comfort when i look at the sky turning grey when i'm feeling sad cause it feels like the world is residing beside me as if we're about to burst into tears together and i know i'm not alone

one hundred percent recommended for escaping life temporarily then suppressing and neglecting your own feelings

my brain is a messy place to live in so that's why once a month i get a terrible headache to restore it

something hopeful about a window that i can still be inside and see a piece of the world at the same time

​what kills and keeps me alive

solitude is where i am the most content

​crazy to think that there is an organ inside us sheds every month

every time the tea scent drifts into my senses, i always feel wrapped in warmth and sense relief slipping in. i realized i always have time to breathe, even if it's just for a moment

somewhere out there, a tree grows the same age as me

where i can escape to another universe by just closing my eyes and floating away afterwards

if you happened to see bougainvillea on the street that's probably me who's saying hi to you