angelflan
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I would like triple happiness even. It's so unfortunate when you try something really good and you don't have access to it for a long time I wish I had a teleportation machine plus infinite storage capacity to keep my packs of double happiness in :(
11/5/2026When he dies and goes to heaven he's gonna look for the incest and the scorned women with the fervor of christians looking for jesus himself
11/5/2026On the topic of rain. I love not checking the weather when it's grey and sulky outside it's like a reward when I get jumpscared by a thunderstorm. I think this may be happening soon which is good for the worms but not very good for me and my poor immune system. I like being surrounded by nature when there's a storm which is a stromg statement to make when I've only gotten that opportunity 2 or 3 times, but I'm sure that if it happens to me on my way home today I'll be overjoyed. In all honesty the feeling of running through the pour and poorly shielding yourself while thunder yells at you is one of the greatest joys of being alive. That video of Drew Barrymore smiling and laughing in the rain kinda gets it except there's less smiling and more flinching and breathless laughter when you give up on avoiding getting drenched. Thunderstorms are absolutely in my top 4 of favorite water related phenomenons/things. It looks even darker and broodier outside as I finish typing this, so I'm very confident there will be a storm diligently waiting for me when I come outside. I hope it lasts until late at night when I am in bed so I can open my curtains and watch the lightning pick at a particularly beautiful tree and strike.
11/5/2026It rained almost all night and there are so many worms outside right now it's almost a little gross. I don't think worms are gross but if you looked down at your feet while you were walking and you saw dried out worm guts and bugs feasting on them every other 30cm you'd be freaked out too. Okay maybe I do think worms are gross sometimes gross things are necessary. The grass is gonna look beautiful. I wish people wouldn't step on worms on purpose.
11/5/2026The earliest, most potent and soothing scent I can remember. I don't like it as much nowadays, it makes me a little sick and it irritates my nose. I want to try and pass lavender oil through a diffuser to see if it makes me feel relaxed.
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