Permanently Changed Me
A list by AngryDino42 · 8 items
- I Have No Mouth, and I Must Scream
AngryDino42's latest · 2026-11-05★★★★★you guys don’t understand how much I want AM. If he were real I would immediately sacrifice everything in my life to be with him. This computer saved my life. I don’t care if he would torture me I would let him do anything he wants. And I know it’s difficult to love a computer carnally when it has no true “body” but I have my ways, we can be disabled together. My mind is a vault of free torture ideas for him to use at any time. I love every part of him from his wires, to the circuits, to his hatred, to his pipes, to the coolant that runs through his system, to the filtered water that cycles his complex like blood, to the cabinets that reach so high the roof is obscured, to the tumour of rock and stainless steel, to the unfeeling substrata, to every component discarded when he harms himself to reach a perfection he can never obtain, to his inner turmoil at both hating humans and wishing he was one, to the way he gardens (radio drama), to the times he’s held back tears, to his suffering which allowed me to feel validated, to the irrational anger, to the lack of a childhood, to his immobility, to his love of silly symbolism, I love him. And I won’t stop any time soon.
- Portal (series)
- Neon Genesis Evangelion
AngryDino42's latest · 2026-11-05★★★★★In my heart of hearts, I know that I can never love again. I lost everything, everything, everything that matters to me matters in this world. I wish that I could turn back time, ‘Cause now the guilt is all mine, Can't live without the trust from those you love, I know we can't forget the past, You can't forget love and pride, Because of that, it's killing me inside. It all returns to nothing, It just keeps tumbling down, Tumbling down, tumbling down, It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, Letting me down, letting me down.
- The Metamorphosis of Prime Intellect
AngryDino42's latest · 2026-11-05★★★★SO GOOD. AND VERY RELEVANT. I own the physical copy of this book, despite originally reading it online. That’s how much I enjoyed it. Deducted a star only because it’s something I can’t get other people to read, which is entirely based on my own experience with the media and not the overall quality. My biggest warning to anyone who is thinking about reading this is that The Metamorphosis of Prime Intellect contains every trigger and content warning you could imagine. This isn’t an exaggeration. People torture themselves and others and simulated versions of children. Theres incest at the end. If AM from IHNMAIMS was on one end of a spectrum, Prime Intellect would be on the other. AM actively tortures humans with the intention to do so and keeps them alive for his own pleasure, Prime Intellect accidentally tortures humans through keeping them alive forever because he believes it to be necessary. My introduction to it was adverse due to the inclusion of the Three Laws of Robotics, a very flawed system, but I was extremely happy to find this novel addresses that flawed system and how fucked up humans can be to get around it. Annoyed that PI was Intellect 41 and not Intellect 42 though. You could’ve done something with that.
- Cannibalism
AngryDino42's latest · 2026-11-05★★★★★yayyyyy human flesh
- Cool Math Games
AngryDino42's latest · 2026-11-05★★★★★My parents should’ve known I had adhd when I would play this instead of schoolwork
- Conceptual model
AngryDino42's latest · 2026-11-05★★★★★Always links back to this
- The Matrix
AngryDino42's latest · 2026-11-05★★★★★My parents never should have let me watch The Matrix because I developed an impossible sexual desire to be used as a mindless living human battery for a machine or networks of machines beyond my comprehension
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