drugs i have known and loved

I hate that I like it. As Ben Wallers put it on his song "Only My Saviour" "If the ocean was made out of whiskey, I'd swim to the bottom and die" You are a product of your surroundings, and in my case, I am an alcoholic. Can't pay for rent, but can pay for a bottle of vodka or a glass of whiskey any day. My dearest ethanol, my hated love.