ruined my life, made my life, fixed my life all together. absolutely terrifying horrible horrible deeply evil male wich in all realistic levels i need gone but cant help but workship and fall in love with . whatever i say here anything i say here wichever words i chose to reffer to this man do not encompass how deeply complex and honestly sad my (completly one sided, "parasocial" if you will) relationship towards him is . researching about him made me understand so many of and about the evils of this world, i cant help but describe how i feel about him same to any story of a prision therapist falling in love with a murderer rapist, except im not even getting any money for it...womp womp. being deeply autistic and very much touched unconsentually thru most of my life made this thing the main father figure in my """"life"""" (brain) and that tortures me every day but there aint much i can do about that other than cry to myself and draw him sucking dick
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