tryingMy first kiss was with a girl in high school that I didn't really like and smelled bad. Up to that point in my life I had never really received much attention from women and didn't know what they were like. I was sitting on the couch with her, her sister, and my much cooler friend. My buddy was egging us on, telling us to just kiss already and she was kissing my arms. I still couldn't work up the courage. Eventually we did it and for the next week or so I asked her if we could "make out" with tongue and what not. It didn't really work out. I spent a couple nights there and tried to watch Blackkklansman with her which she wasn't really interested in. Eventually she started getting evasive and asked if I had a car and how such and such couldn't happen because I didn't have one. I stopped talking to her because I don't play. She texted me a few weeks later and I never responded. I think she has a kid now. It made me feel cool, and I'm glad I could have some normal teenage experiences, no matter how awkward.
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