tiger

My love.

When I think about him I having his own personality and interests I sometimes get severely stressed and panicked. I don't like things I can't control and what if it all turns against me!

My father died a few months ago. He visited me last night. In the dream, I thought about how fun it was joking with him again. But then I wondered how long it would take for him to fade away, knowing he was already gone. I can't talk about it to those close to me. It feels so personal, but it's weighing on me. I can say it here because I'm just talking to a wall. I never got to say goodbye to him. We didn't have the best relationship, but we got damn close to fixing it towards the end. Hug your dad.

Incense fills my house.

Archeofuturism. Whatever that is, an online quiz diagnosed me with it. Sounds contagious.

Dark greens & Blacks only (I quit but if you're holding one I'll beg)

Work stress is causing my teeth to shatter slowly.

Not a huge fan.

Enjoying EPILEPTICS a lot today.