siena

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18 and shriveling in the sun of california

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things that make me feel neurotypical3 items
hmm33 items
you can probably tell64 items
the incident24 items
unusual13 items
actually my DNA20 items
i didn't know there was a ___ for that13 items
my DNA45 items

Reviews

Generalized anxiety disorder
Generalized anxiety disorder

*wrong buzzer*

11/7/2026
Pink (Victoria's Secret)
Pink (Victoria's Secret)

my absolute favorite ever the only store i go into in malls anymore (and even then i still thrift them but shh)

11/7/2026
Sweater
Sweater

cant wait to start wearing you

11/6/2026
Saudade
Saudade

why

11/6/2026
Oasis (band)
Oasis (band)

Soooo good when youre sooooo manic

11/6/2026
Electronic cigarette
Electronic cigarette

i HATE nicotine vapes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i love my weed vapes! that are probably slowly killing me because its not even weed in there anymore! i love them!!!

11/6/2026
Nap
Nap

ewwwww i hate them so much they ruin my life

11/6/2026
Clubbing (subculture)
Clubbing (subculture)

not fun on ssris and honestly the most fun sober but i digress one of my first vivid memories is my dad saying something along the lines of "youre going to be doing the robot dance in the club when youre older" like what the hell sure

11/6/2026
Vomiting
Vomiting

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

11/6/2026
String section
String section

#highschoolstringorchestra #allconcertblack you guys dont even know what type of psychological effects this can have. pure mind games. its like a fucked up friend group where everyones dated eachother before.

11/6/2026
Bass guitar
Bass guitar

its like im a cartoon character floating and following the aroma of a pie

11/6/2026
Albert Camus
Albert Camus

read the stranger in 7th grade because i went insane and became an edgelord wannabe that debated on anitok but also because i was trying to find a sense of self and connection to my culture (which you will obviously find as a woman with amazigh algerian heritage when reading a book about a french man in algeria) i also have absolutely no memory of the book at all i think i only remember him walking by the ocean or something and going into some sort of medical building? thats where i shouldve been going

11/6/2026
Pink
Pink

theres a reason why we are all pink inside its because its the best and only color ever

11/6/2026
Yuri (genre)
Yuri (genre)

when ur a kid on ur phone and discover 2 girls can do what 1 girl and 1 boy does through a random screenshot from a light visual novel on google images after searching up "cute anime girl"

11/6/2026
Nostalgia
Nostalgia

this is what i am made up of you might have a lot of water in your body but i have more of this ask anyone and they will probably annoyingly say that i am the keeper of memories or something stupid

11/6/2026
Winter
Winter

YAY YAY YAY

11/6/2026
Dance
Dance

so fun to do until you remember (~30 seconds in) you have diseases and that actually does make you limited in your abilities

11/6/2026
Mental health of Jesus
Mental health of Jesus

well dont be taking it out on us bruh

11/6/2026
Death anxiety
Death anxiety

i cant really spend more than one second on this page without hyperventilating so i think that should say enough

11/6/2026
Bangs (hair)
Bangs (hair)

my bangs are separate from my body they are their own organism and they will never die

11/6/2026
Teaching
Teaching

so goated that its the only way anything happens but unfortunately many actual spawns of satan decide to do it?

11/6/2026
Looking for Alaska (miniseries)
Looking for Alaska (miniseries)

idolized her a bit too hard my senior year and made a (not good) reputation for myself always with a bottle of trader joes strawberries & raspberries secco bellini at parties this is the best show/book ever if you love perceiving yourself from an outside perspective me and my girl paying the price of being cornered into situations in which we have little autonomy yet being treated like we have it all

11/6/2026
Miniskirt
Miniskirt

description is wrong no mini skirt extends to mid thigh

11/6/2026
Bruise
Bruise

im sorry idc what this says about me as a person ive always loved bruises even as a little kid i just thought they looked so cool and now i feel like they can also look pretty i used to loveee finding new bruises and id always press on them to make sure theyre still there

11/6/2026
Strawberry
Strawberry

theyre out of season and its killing me i just wanna get high and eat so many

11/6/2026
Obsessive love
Obsessive love

My automatic setting unfortunately h h HELL NAW

11/6/2026
Loona
Loona

i miss you so much

11/6/2026
Grief
Grief

ive grieved so many people who arent dead but it really is different, not worse just different when theyre really dead

11/6/2026
Love letter
Love letter

i used to write these to my best friend and slip them in her locker in first grade then id write them in my notes app and empty discord servers then when i was in sixth grade i was genuinely put through a psychological social experiment in which a girl was conducting by a means of complete rejection to anything that even indicated my presence in the universe id write them to her whenever she asked in the middle of the night and then i sent them to my friends whenever i wanted or when the weed reminded me to and now i know they must be a curse or something cus wtf bro

11/6/2026
Crepuscular rays
Crepuscular rays

1 star off because i had to stay in my teachers room during lunch in 4th grade when a girl tried telling me that this is a sign jesus is there (or something similar?) and then proceeded to explain the rapture to me before i laughed in her face :/ not cool 10 year old siena she had no idea what keeping it lowkey was (does she even now)

11/6/2026
Cursive
Cursive

its cool until nobody else knows cursive and you write with the stress and speed of a thousand suns and so anything anyone ever tells you is that your writing looks like "the constitution" lowkey just realized that might be an insult

11/6/2026
Noragami
Noragami

fuck whatever was in the library of alexandria this is all we need

11/6/2026 · 1 comment