medical

created so i wouldn't kill myself. well you got me.

not a person in this world that deserves it

dropped out of college to focus on this and honestly that was the best choice. met some wonderful people on there. even got a job so i can buy robux.

it's crazy how such a miniscule thing can make or break your entire life. didn't have enough as a child so i had no choice but endure the involuntary suffering. but in my adulthood i dropped everything that made me feel humane and somewhat happy to earn more and i don't feel anything but at least im not suffering. and there's groceries in my house. i starved as a kid.

i had a Christian counselor when i was 16 and she made me feel so horrible. god made me exist to suffer. also my mom doesn't love me cus she's an alcoholic. i don't have a purpose. this is the Christian way.

inconvenient. im a inherently terrible person for letting others ruin my life. those people are superior to.me and i am nothing but a stupid worthless victim who deserves the worse and im sorry for not wanting to be hurt.

im sorry

awesome animal. they don't really hurt nobody.

wonderful. but if i go a day without it my body can't function and i realize how dependent i am on something so stupid as a substance.

i was so close to being normal but it's fine i guess.