leedvermaak

I took this and closed my eyes, and I was transported to a sort of amphitheatre made out of dark gray rocks, covered in moss. It was a circular building with a pit in the middle, and I was standing next to one of the "windows" that looked into the pit; the sky above was gray. I knew I was me, a young woman, not a peasant but not a noble either, in a time long gone by somewhere in the middle of Belgium. I thought of Jeanne d'Arc and I knew she was not my contemporary. Then I opened my eyes again and I was back in my room high as hell... not freaked out by my experience at all, just glad that it happened. It was beautiful and it brought me peace

Despite having put me into rehab, it's so good that nothing could make me remove a single pixel of a star from it. I have to face the parts of myself that still love what I was obliged to leave behind. I know it's not right for me, but I admire the things it can do. There is no suffering I have been put through that could make me hate her; it was all that she did to me that moulded me into a better person. I learned from it. I still do, years after, talking to the air when I am by myself, learning to heal when I am in pain, trying to find beauty when I look at the light filling the empty space she once occupied. Many good things happened, and I am able to recognize morphine wouldn't have turned all of these Goods into Betters. Most of the time, I am glad I am alive. Unlike her cousins, it's easy to score and completely legal. Preferred method is boofing.

Good shit. Could be a 5-star. 0.5 removed because I went to rehab and I carry the trauma from the things I lived through there; 0.5 removed because of its legal state

schizoid city. depressing. a horrorshow that exists to prove that money and development are not enough to sustain a person: we need joy and we need comfort, two things Lausanne does not offer. A: 1 (gets 0.5 for collection d'art brut and the MCBA each. food is mid and expensive. the strip clubs next to the station are the only things open after 18. having fun is forbidden in Lausanne) B: 1 (its beauty is entirely dependent on the lake, which is gorgeous, but you can go to literally anywhere else near the lake) H: 0 (phantasmagoric. no one lives there and if they do they must be on prozac. it's soulless) M: 2 (having a metro should be an obligation for any rich european city but they get 1 point for being the only swiss city to have one. buses are ok. walking is ok. you can take the train and go somewhere else so that's good) S: 3 (sketchy as hell but it's Switzerland)

bought it for the first time today. didn't even know they were sold in my country. pretty good but nothing mindblowing. for dinner I will make a beet carpaccio with nopal sauce