agoraphobic

its like the internet version of an insane asylum. horrible but you just can't look away from it.

beautiful form of art. it exists everywhere and in everything.

i love being scared

there is no life without it. it's tragic in all the ways that it is beautiful.

it depends, really. if he is evil than he is obviously terrible. if he is just flawed than not as terrible but his mistakes still caused so much suffering to happen. i think the prison we are trapped in has awful things in it but it also has flowers, and the sun, and music. i am grateful for everything even if it rooted in evil. there is still beauty in that evil, i think.

the unexamined life is not worth living

a horribly complicated mixed bag. on one hand it made me socially stupid and isolated from everyone else. but it has also made me a near scholarly-level expert on my favorite things. it's debilitating and a pain and awful but it's also a part of me forever and if i am to love myself i have to love even the most difficult parts of me to love. hopefully we implement autism nationalism soon.

plague on the brain

makes you gain a new appreciation for sounds in general.... can lead to headaches/loss of hearing but i dont even care.