from my dissertation diary

the first time I went here, it was springtime and I took percocet by myself. I sat by the main swimming pool and drew the building. Later I cried. the second time I went here was sometime in May when summer was dawning. it was 7AM and my friends and I were the first ones there -- we had come straight from the party. meli let me borrow her bathing suit. we sat by the pool and sniffed ketamine nasal spray. amon ordered 12 asahi to the pool. i was falling in love with him. i refused to get my hair wet. bende fell asleep.

almost as good as symbols

crazy that they did that