Religious skepticism

i love skepticism tbh...probably i feel it way deeper on religion. sometimes ive had my religious psychosis but still not enough to make me truly feel the power of what should come along with belief...probably i was born too skeptical. it's impossible for me to fully understand the way one can be completly drowned in devotion for an entity that cannot even show up. i think a lot about religion and about what comes with it. soemtimes i feel stupid beause i cannot understand it. i would love to try tho