Broken heart

You grow up wondering why every artist keeps making so many heartbreak songs until you actually go through one

you begin to understand a lot of art

at this point i know it like family, or like friends. feels very bad but sometimes it reminds you that feeling is a way of feeling and that loving something until it hurts makes you alive -- just like me

generally the worse it hurts the better it is.

Few redeeming qualities but it can sometimes be pleasurable to wallow especially if the right song is playing